I really want to write something right now. I'm really excited about this history assignment becasue it will give me a chance to write something (a news paper article about a 3 times losing presidential candidate with idialism issues). A few weeks ago I tried to start writing my own story, whcih only affirmed my reasons for never having tried before. I say that I want to write somehting orgignal but the problem is that I can't think of anything original. My immagination is entirely too wrapped up in all the chick-flicks that I watch. I've really got to stop watching those and I desperately need to read a spectacular book. i mean it had better be fantasmic because I need some serious perspective. for a while now I've basicaly been reading cheesy little books with happy endings and very little death and sadness, which is all fine and dandy excepte that its entirely too unrealistic. The Melanie Rawn book that i've been waiting for three years for it to come out is finally avaliable (in the UK). My dad is going to try to get it for me so I hope that the book is good. the last thing I need right now is a crummy ending to my absolute favorite series- I would be beyond dissapointed, after all, Melanie Rawn is my all time favorite author. I've decided that to be able tow rite like her I will definitely need some actuall life experiences as opposed to the mundane crap I carry around with me now. well, I flatly refuse to write anything that is not assigned to me until I have somehting worth saying, because as of right now my mind frame is too near that of a privledged teenage girl who has nothing greater to worry about than her next homework assignment (and the fact that her sister is NEVER going to leave home!).